Problems and Struggles

One of the many struggles i face is finding myself here at school and in life. Like every other high school teen, we have friends, but I necessarily hard to believe about myself. I know that I come to school with a bunch of people I know and talk to, but which one of them are my real friends. Perhaps, I have no real friends maybe just acquaintances, classmates, and teammates. However, that has allowed me to be independent and really get to learn about myself rather than to try to fit in a crowd. Also, some students here at Bell struggle the lack of communication with strangers and people that are not of their ethnicity. For example, if there were to be a group of hispanics that came from a different school to visit Bell, sure enough, Bell students and hispanic students will get along just fine, but if it were asians or whites, it is something different. Many also walk and talk with the mentality that it is nearly impossible to make a difference in the world because of the struggles at home. Well they can easily make a difference one by one. At home, I face economic and communication struggles. I can say I have a good connection with both of my sisters, but not my mother. It is devastating to know that we can barely have a conversation. There has never been any type of abuse, but it is just the way things are at home. These are just some of the many struggles in my society and in my life at home.